Mmmmmm 2003-03-12 (10:54 a.m.)

Its a wonderful feeling to get you nightly drink of water and go back to your room and theres someone sleeping in your bed. Someone warm to curl up to.

Its also really awesome to walk into the Wazo (the little coffee place at school) and see the boy-behind-the-counter's face look up with a wide grin and wink at you.

He winks at me. All the time. He makes me giggle. He giggles. He gives wonderful hugs. Headscratches. Shoulder rubs. Back rubs. Is crazy like me. Maybe even a little more. He understands about big brothers. Understands about needing to travel.

I'm so happy.

Heureux (plouffe!)
Heureux (plouffe!)
Heureux comme pas deux,
Je vais on ne peut mieux
Heureux (plouffe!)
Heureux (plouffe!)
Je suis heureux comme le 51!(plouffe, plouffe)

Y en n'a pas deux,
J'en connait qu'un,
Et comme lui, je suis heureux
Car c'est dans l'eau,
Qu'il est au mieux
Je veux parler du 51

Pastis (51!)
Pastis (51!)
Anisette (Pastis!)
Anisette (51!)
Pastis (51!)
Pastis (51!)
Heureux comme un 51 dans l'eau!

Mmm..

Talked to Ellen, AND went Swing dancing yesterday.

Today? Homework, and a movie with friends and theboi tonight...

This is truly the life.

o/~ I've got rhythm,
I got music
I got my guy
Who could ask for anything more... o/~

I talked with someone at the Arco (gay comitee for those who've forgotten :) ) room today that I'd kinda talked to before, but not really. Really nice gay guy. Asked me to teach him to do shoulder rubs, cause he heard I was real good at them. Told me I was pretty with long hair, prettier than when I had a shaved head - he saw pictures - and that I shouldn't shave it.

..asked if I had a boyfriend. Said I didn't. Asked why. Said I was smitten for someone, but wasn't just if a) wanted to tell this person about it and just wallow in my smitten-ness or b) if I wanted to really start a relationship for the time being. Said he understood.

It's weird. As much as I think I'd enjoy being with someone right now, ... I don't know. Do I really want to be burned again?

I saw a person from highschool today.

She was all small-talky like and asking what I was studying and what I was doing after my DEC, to which I answered, "I'm not sure yet.. I don't want to do four years in university without being sure if the subject I'd be studying is really what I want to make a living with. I'm probably going back-packing across Europe in two years or so."

"Really? Alone?"

"In theory, no, but probably will end up alone along the way somewhere."

"Oh yeah.. you always were the solitary type..."

*Blink*

Is that what people thought?

Wow.

Clearly no one in highschool knew me at all...

avant - après

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two journals - 2003-04-24
Eat Pizza! - 2003-04-23
*sneeze* - 2003-04-22
godesses - 2003-04-21